Please excuse me while I whine a little!

I promise I will be back with some fun posts pictures and videos later today I promise but right now I want to whine.....

I have been working out regularly and eating better I would not say 100% perfect for over a year now and while things have shrunk and moved there is one part of me that makes me sick and terrorizes me every day! its my stomach it looks like a huge lump of ugly pizza dough. No matter how many ab routines I do, no matter how little carbs I eat the darn thing never seems to look any better! I try hiding it as best I can with spanx, and tummy controlling pants and so on but I can't hide it in everything I wear so some days it sticks out like an ugly nasty sore thumb.

I am left to wonder is surgery my only option? Really I just don't have the money to do that. This stupid part of me is the only thing I am truly un happy with I hate it its so gross to me. Why is it that people can have babies stretch out like I did get a little tubby and boom their stomach magically shrinks away with a couple months of sensible eating and exercise but I work for over a year and mine does nothing?

I feel like I work out for almost nothing some days when I look at my self in the mirror or in certain tops(which look great everywhere else but there) I can wear a bikini for gosh sakes but my stomach makes it look all gross but the rest of its all good so some days I say screw it and wear it anyways and others I try to hide in a tankini.

So if anyone has any other options besides surgery I am looking for them I will even eat less junk if it means that this flab will disappear.